i'm considering bringing back my paid account just for the simple fact that i want more user picture options. haha. but then that would mean actually having to update it.

so. news? none, really .. so an update about what's going on here in good ol arizona:

am SERIOUSLY hating living with my sister. she's so immature, and that's saying a lot for ME, a hypocrite, disgusting, annoying .. shall i go on? it seriously takes all i've got in me to not punch her in the neck for being such an obnoxious jerk. things are going well at work though, i love it there. everyone is SO nice and it's a bit of an ego boost too haha. not to toot my own horn or anything, but it never hurts to hear a compliment or 4 a day. ;) i'm actually starting a second job on the 23rd. sales. JOY. i applied at this place when i first moved out here and they've been calling me ever since .. i figure work there a while and save monies until i can do what i REALLY want to do. i'd be making almost 2 grand a month, if not more. so, eh. i can do a lot of things i need to get done with that kind of moolah. let's see .. attempted to make some friends, which didn't really work as i didn't really put much of an effort into it. i seriously half assed it. shrug. i don't really need/want friends out here anyway as i don't need a reason to have any ties whatsoever to this state. same goes for dudes too. many failed attempts, but i'm just not interested. sorries.

well, actually. that's kind of a half lie. i AM interested in someone, just no one on this coast. i know, typical me, right? ugh. whatevz. funny story, as i met him RIGHT before i moved to AZ. he toured/played a show with my friend kevin and i just happened upon said show and kinda started crushing on him right then and there. ok, i know, i KNOW. band guy. east coast. that ALONE was grounds enough to terminate the whole thing, but he's soooo YES and very little no, so i'm ok with riding this one out, haha.

ok. so before i get all mushy, which is a no-no, let's talk about MUSIC. i started guitar lessons again, but the dude turned out to be SUPER creep, so i don't think i'll be going back to him any time soon. maybe 3rd times the charm? haha. i just won't wait so many years in between. speaking of lessons, i'm considering doing ballet again. it'd beat going to a gym or a yoga den, so who knows?? i'd be SUPER down for that.

alright, i think this is enough of an update for now. some things to look forward to in the coming month(s):

finishing my pan tattoo
VEGAS for brandons birthday in jan.
new(er?) car
a mini vaycay?



PS.
WHEN THE FUCK DID MIKE NADER (hahahaha, i can NEVER say his name without thinking of you fairlyhappy) LEAVE MELEE?? ANYONE? ANYONE? BUELLER?