the past couple have days have been tough.
ive cried, got angry, forgave, cried, got angry, repeat
but the days are gettin alot better.
i know in the end i'll be okay. when you have
great friends and support, everything will work out.
esp this bomb ass get over him/i'm going to be okay playlist that
ive been nonstop, you can get through anything.
you live. and learn and you grow.

even though he did me wrong, i'll forgive, but i don't forget.
im not the type of person to hold a grudge, grudges take too much energy
i'd rather use that that energy and try to make myself happy.
so if its over, let it go. cuz tommorrow it will seem so yesterday. i'm a bird thats
already flown away. i love hilary. hehe. but seriously, i dont hate him, yes i;m still mad
but honestly i don't hate him. it teaches me a lesson that no matter what age a guy is,
theres still dogs, and not to date someone who just came out 6months ago. LOL.
i'm almost there.

i watched the victoria secret fashion show. it was good show, but i liked last years better.
JT performances kind of annoyed me. I prefer music that is mixed. I loved all the songs they played though
(Jamelia  - Beware of the Dog, The Killers - When I was young, kelis - bossy, Eurythmics - "Was It Just Another Love Affair?", and the Kim song)
the Stewardess, Scottish and the winter themes were HOT. as much as everyone thinks Tyra Banks is crazy, she was a good ass model that
brought soo much energy to the stage. hehe.